Wednesday, March 31, 2010


I just woke up from a terrible nightmare!! Have you ever had those horrific dreams when everyone you love, trust and care about either betrays you in the worst ways possible and/or are taken away from you? I rarely have nightmares and when I do they always involve just this--total loss and betrayal. Obviously my greatest fears or at the very least the worst things I can imagine ever happening!

I wake from these dreams with the feeling that I have swallowed an enormous pebble which sits in the pit of my stomach. It rocks back and forth at nauseam and every once in a while sets off shock waves of panic. I now know the stress I am feeling is effecting me even while I sleep. I’ve tried telling myself not to worry, not to let my nerves get the upper hand. Through the day I work hard to keep myself busy, preparing the house for sale, cleaning and painting but it’s easier to tell yourself to stay calm than to listen to your own advice!!

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  1. Listen to your dream. It may be odd, but your subconscious is trying to tell you something. Women have great intuition even in dreams, so listen to it.
    My dreams always tell me things.

  2. Oh you poor thing! The stress is really getting to you. I sure hope everything resolves itself with the new month right around the corner!!

  3. I love your blog, Cute theme and fun to read I am a follower now!.